As I mentioned before I believe in karma. I don't know when, but gradually I realized that I believe in karma: what comes around goes around. I believe that if you do something good you'll receive something good in return. If you do something that is to be frowned upon, you will be punished for it one way or another, eventually. I chose to believe in karma as I guess almost my life principal because it keeps me on the right track. I refrain from immoral conduct in "fear" of being in debt with higher powers. I am able to be grateful for many wonderful things that has happened to be me in the last 17 years and sometimes I can't help but wonder is this the fruit of opening that door for that mother pushing the crib, telling that lady she dropped her phone, offering my seat on the streetcar? because I can't understand why else I would be the recipient of so many things to be grateful for. As many of you may be thinking, these are things that you anybody should do, but I couldn't think of better examples at nine in the morning. So I believe that life is "fair." I've had occasions where I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep at night and I become afraid. I become afraid of what it's going to cost me for being so happy and satisfied with what's going on in life right now. When life is at an all time low I encourage myself by thinking that things will get better down the road or by thinking back to what "luck" I've already had so maybe I should just suck it up.
"I believe life is fair, whether that's true or not, I don't know."
I guess... I'm an optimistic?
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