that thing that you always fall back to.
So, is blogging something that I can fall back to when I'm stressed?
Will venting to the internet to an unknown audience bring back some sanity to my life?
Do I sense a reoccuring subliminal theme of trying to rationalize all my thoughts and actions through my blogs?
And by the way, I need to know:
Does anyone actually check this blog anymore? Are there people actually following me? Are you still interested in continuing to read what I have to say? I want to know if you know. Regardless, I don't think I want to continue posting under this blog because I don't know who is seeing this. I think I might actually keep the next one completely to myself, then I can speak my mind.
* please, please, please- let me know your existence in any way!!
I can be my own best friend, through a blog... it's not as bad as it sounds, I think er... hope.
p.s. There really weren't nearly as much struggles as their were bliss. Yes, being with him is rather blissful, but we do have our struggles. You didn't think my title was meaningless did you?
