Open doors

brings happy strangers into your room.

I don't remember much about day two. We went on a bus tour of the town, well downtown basically means princess street. Then there was this planned session called Open Door time. I had my door open and was actually in the process of hanging clothes into my closet. I took the longest time deciding how to arrange my clothes. The closet is lovely, but it doesn't have enough shelfs for the regular old tops and bottoms. It makes no sense to hang everything, nor would there be enough space. So the idea of open door is so other floor mates can visit you. A couple of guys just walked in, flopped on my bed and started chatting as I continued to hang clothes. I think this was the first time I felt like comfortable (as in I didn't feel the uhh... I don't know anyone awkward feeling). I remember laughing, smiling and joking around like I would back at home. It was like the first time I was able to be the raw me. We got to know each other better too, despite just doing silly talk. It was interesting, at one point I asked one of them when his birthday was and it turned out that out of the four people in the room at the time 3 of us had our birthdays like 4 days apart next month! That means party on our floor!!

-Sept 5

Day 2: My favourite movie.

My favourite movie would have to be A Walk to Remember. I don't even remember how and why I first saw this movie. I think cc recommended it. I cried so much the first time I watched it. Actually, I cry basically every time I watch it. Every so often, when I feel like I need to cleanse my system of tears I would totally turn on this movie. I think it's so prefect! I loved the flow. I guess, upon deeper analysis, it's the plot that really sucked me in because it's kind of me? I've come to realized that I have a hidden sweet tooth for rebellious boys. To have me change a boy? To have them fall in love with me? To not tell the world about you having cancer because you don't want people to act weird? To be a big, proud, intelligent nerd? To be bullied and have the boy stand up for you? To have the boy go up to your minister father to ask permission to take you out for dinner. To simply be with the person you love? To cuddle in the arms of the love of your life on the front porch with not a care in the world because you have already found the one.